Yup.....4 years I've been at this rehab thing. Not got the optimism or motivation to reflect on that today. Just heard from ATOS (DWP benefits assessors) that I've been called for a medical assessment. I've heard so many horror stories about them that I am absolutely dreading it. Gutted.
Ok, so did 26 lengths (650 metres) of the pool last Tuesday and today. Skipped the gym on Friday as I was away visiting family. Last week's swim felt easier than this week's. I guess I'm in real need of encouragement and should get myself along to the physiotherapist. Maybe next month, once this ATOS thing is done.
Man! I wish I didn't need to depend on government benefits. I hate it! I hate the constant uncertainty - you never know when they'll change things or stop things and the first you hear about it is when you check your bank account. I hate feeling like I'm a scrounger or somehow don't deserve the help. I'd give anything to be healthy enough to work for a living!
Not a good day....
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